Well I am still alive and kicking. I just feel so deflated if that makes sense. Confused and well simply down. Life I know goes on and I know it as to go on. You still question why things so bad happen in life. Am I a bad person for thinking I have had so much crap in my life why cant it happen to those bad people in the world those killers and child abusers etc. Then I think well you only get the crap that you can handle. I just think this will take time to handle it better. This will test exactly who I really am and who I want to be I suppose. I know I have good support around me in my family and I thank god for that.
Getting there…… well trying
April 2, 2008 by leky
Glad you have good support. It’s not your fault. It’s a sad thing that happened. Hang in there.