Thank god my son has returned in one piece. He looked bigger and you know what more grown up. His teachers said he tried everything, he wasnt affraid of anything. Also he could eat for England and was well behaved the only prob they had was he constantly had his finger up his nose lol he did tell me he has a cold sore up there so I will forgive him. It was and expensive trip we promised him money to go to a laptop and we bought him one today which he is over the moon about.  I am just so glad he is back and in one piece.  The house is back to normal with all the arguing between the boys.  I must admit though I dont like all the ironing.

Well he’s not really my baby he is my eldest son who is going away with his school for a week of outward bounds stuff. I am so nervous its unbelievable. I am so worried that the kids who have bullied him and you know who you are hurt him or get him to do something that will hurt him or another. He suffers from ADHD and possibly something else he is immature for his age and would do something if he thought they would be his friends. He so wants to be liked by his classmates and unfortunately there are quite a lot of horrible kids. Why cant we protect our kids form all harm, It worries me that they could take him away from me by the cruilty and he may look for a way out. My mind works overtime worrying about him. He is my first child and everything he does fazes me. Good luck my darling son I hope you have a great time and please keep safe and return back to us in one piece.

Well how true is that. My plan as I said was to get my mum to come with me when my 12 week old daughter went for her injections. So my daughter would remember her holding her and think she was nasty and me being the mum who made it better. Well that went totally out the window the plumber came to disconnect my hob. He had to go for a part and therefore my mum had to stay at my house for him. I had to go to the doctors. My daughter had her injections I felt totally crap. My punishment for this crime was she was sick all over me and has been really chewy ever since. I now know him upstairs got me back lol

Tomorrow I am taking my 12 week old little girl to have her second lot of injections. I am dreading it I hate seeing any of my children in pain and the fact is tomorrow I will be helping that happen. I know we have to get them their injections but I will and do feel totally crap about it. I am inviting my mum to come with me so willo my daughter thinks its her nasty nana lol and she still has a lovely mum who makes it all better. Thats what I hope anyway. Will let you know how it goes.

Wow I dont believe it two nights this week I will be going out with friends. Have had only one night out since the birth of my daughter Willo in June this year. The only down side is these nights out are not with my hubby. He is staying home with the kids. He is the only person apart from my mum I would trust I may add. I never go out or very rarely and in one whole week I have two nights out. I bet that does not happen again in a hurry lol the fun will be for my hubby because our newest addition is breastfed and I am unable to express so it looks like she will get a taste of formula.  Hope she doesnt like the bottle better than me lol

Have you ever had something happen to you or someone you know and you just cant explain it. In my life I have had a couple of things happen. I remember when my Nana died I was about 13 I think and my mum would not let me go visit this night. My mum had gone on her own. I went to bed I remember early in a huff not being suited and I fell asleep. Anyway I think it was about tenish and I woke up to see my Nana on the end of my bed. I can remember thinking wow that was weird and going back of to sleep. In the morning my mum told us all that my Nana had passed away last night. Did I see her spirit or was it my subconscious I guess I will never know.   Tell me of your unexplained events.

Today I told my son that if he was good when he goes away with the school I will put £250 in his bank account. The thing being is I know my money is safe he is ten and suffers from ADHD was that wicked of me or an incentive to try to control himself a bit. I am just so worried about this trip. He has been bullied a lot lately and yes the bullies are going to. He is so innocent thinking that all these kids are his friends even though they treat him like crap. His teachers assure me they will look after him and make sure nothing happens but it already happens at school its just going to be a different setting. I think it is going to be a week of grey hair and nail biting on my part. They are not allowed to phone us parents and they cant have a phone. The teachers say this is so they wont get home sick. Which I hope wont happen. I just want him to enjoy himself and get confidence in his abilities. His dad was sorting out his bag today to make sure we had everything on his list and you know what if felt weird and I felt a little nervous. It was a bit to real I dont know what i will be like when it is the day he goes probably a wreck. Well I will keep you updated on that.

In life I would like to say I have made some very good friends. Some better that others but for many different reasons, you know what I mean. You always have that one friend that you just connect with on all levels and therefore it hurts you when you see them hurt. Sometimes you just wish you could stop them from hurting and make it all better. Well today was one of those days. A really good friend of mine felt hurt by the actions of what she thought was a really good friend. Why is it when we as an outsider can see that sometimes it is better to just let them get on with it and no matter what you do or say they are so pigheaded about it will never see their mistakes. They never notice or should I say listen to the advice of people around them and that they are not picking on them but are just telling them what they see. I could scream that all that glistens is not gold. That in life very few people are handed things on a silver platter that it feels better and more of an accomplishment if we work for it. Why is it that there are still people out there that are only in relationships with people because of the material benefits nothing else. Why cant they see that material things come and go but to truly love someone they need not have a penny to their name or clothes on their backs. What they offer in love, understanding, trust and friendship is worth so much more. Friends true friends that is will always be there for you no matter what or whom comes along without criticism but with understandment.

Well I have finally given in to the demands of the greater mass. Yep I have joined facebook. Set it up yesterday and Yep I havent got a clue what I am doing. I have four friends how sad is that lol Glad i have more friends in the flesh. Well I suppose I have to be proud that I am no longer a facebook virgin I had my first poke lol. Well watch this space no doubt I will show my rants on here.

Well I had two of my boys attending school full time before the summer hols and one at home and a bump on the way. Come next week I have the youngest of my boys attending school for his first official full day. God were did the time go he was my beautiful baby boy. Over the last year he as grown up so much and he no longer is baby like. He has his own opinions and likes and dislikes he definitely has been here before. With a very old head on his shoulders. Now its going to be just me and my new baby girl at home. I really don’t know what I will do with myself I have in one way loved having the boys off school. I did not have to worry if they had their clothes on if they wanted they could cabbage in theirs pyjamas if they wanted. Stay in bed if they wanted but I do have to add they bloody well did not do that. Not once did they sleep in. I bet they do when they go back. I hope I am organised for their return to school but I bet I am not. Anyway the panic will be on my lips next week when I have to take them all to school. It will be like a well planned military manoeuvre , NOT. Wish me luck.